Kitty Noir, best known for her debut single “Never Go Back,” released a new album “Metaphorical Arsonist” which talks about her struggle with substance abuse and alcoholism. Singing about topics like losing friends in recovery, being abandoned as a baby, and dealing with sexual assault in recovery, Kitty Noir tells a story of her experience, strength, and hope.
After a tragic abortion, Kitty Noir wrote “Six Paths of Pain.” “First of all, I’m a Naruto fan. It was one of the worst experiences of my life,” states Kitty Noir. “I had to call friends for help after the procedure, I couldn’t even walk to the bathroom or roll myself over in bed without help.” Kitty Noir also states: “I ain’t done winning, I’m taking my time. Back in the game, back with the gains.” After she recovered, she realized she needed to make several life changes. One major change was to start working a twelve-step program and practice sobriety. “My first sober birthday was the most meaningful accomplishment in my life,” Noir says. “Just keep your head up and do what’s best for you. You know what that is, deep down inside. Just stay positive, no matter how turbulent the storm is.”
Following her own experience of sexual assault in recovery, Kitty Noir got together with other women that fell victim to the same predator. “Recovery is challenging. Many women don’t know how to set boundaries when they first get sober,” she states. After hearing many similar stories from these women, she wrote “The 13th Step.”
In the song “Take Off” Kitty Noir describes her story in a song. From being abandoned on the streets of China as a baby to dealing with financial struggles, working grueling 12 hour shifts in the hospital, being evicted and almost homeless, and not fitting in with other “well-off” kids growing up. Kitty Noir also shares about positivity and resilience. Kitty Noir puts her faith in her higher power, helps other women, and continues to clean up the wreckage of the past after a lifetime of trauma. “I don’t know where I’m going, and I don’t know why” she says. “I just put my faith in God, let go of the wheel, and help others along the way. It’s what keeps me sane.”
Q: What’s your favorite song on your new album, “Metaphorical Arsonist” and why?
A: My favorite song is “Are You Ever Gonna Change.” I love the beat. I love the hook. And I love the message. I came so far. I struggled with mental health issues for years. If I could share a little bit of my story with someone else to help them feel less alone, that makes me happy
Q: What inspires you to make music?
A: My life experiences. I could write songs for years about what I’ve been through in the past. Music is my journal, it’s an outlet for my feelings. I hope my songs can help someone else.
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Q: What are your favorite hobbies outside of music?
A: Fun fact, I grew up competitive snowboarding. Surfing, skateboarding (even though I’m not that good), photography, film, and lifting are my favorites.
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Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/40ozGDoOmivt8Yic7Q7zTk?si=qKKcb3m9SgaDXhVAT48-Vg
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